sorting things out.

There are a lot of things that are hidden behind certain walls.  Barriers.  For instance, that computer screen only lets you see parts of me.  My writings and pictures.  You can't see all the drafts of these posts, my fingers typing or my thoughts.  Does that make sense?




Our perception of the world is so limited.  It's as if you were shooting a movie with one camera angle.  It leaves us curious of what the rest of the world is like.  The views and opinions of other lifestyles and people intrigue us.  We want to have connections with all these other people.




I'm guessing that's why you read my blog.  You want my perspective.  You are interested in my thoughts and, well, what I'm up to.





So, as the author of this blog and a content creator, I feel it is up to me to keep you informed on myself.




I am just about to start this new adventure called high school in a few weeks.  Honestly, I am petrified.  I feel like it's all on my shoulders now.  I have to play this and take that class or I can't succeed.  Everything seems so much more real and magnified.  So much different.






To make a long story short, I don't know what to do.  I don't know if I should keep blogging and making videos.  I don't know if I should just focus on schoolwork.  I don't want to mess up.  I know everyone makes mistakes but I just want it to be clear what I should do.




So, I don't know what else to say.  I guess we can just leave it at that.


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If you happen to have made it this far in my post, please leave a comment.  What should I do?  Would you like to see me continue to produce content?  What would you like to see?

{excuse my photobooth/picmonkey randomness}  

You guys are the best.

Much Love!

Sydney xx